Hiiiii my self Jeh…. & m a student…
I was a vry shy person bt not present tym…
I don’t know that what is feeling of love bt I think that if u can live happily with smone that is love….
So I Come to my story….
I start using fb in 11th class…
So fer ki fb pe aane ke baad main thoda flirty gya or sb sath krta tha…
Ab tk meri 4 gf thi bt jo meri 4th gf thi I think I love her…
Btw she is from Kolkata & I m from rajasthan so long distance that’s why we never meet…
So story is that her name is Mona…
&she is a vampire lover & I m also fan or vamp so we both were meet on my post just bcz I post something abt vamp & she commented on tht…
She was not my frnd so I sent her frnd req…
Aftr many questioning she accept my request…
So we started chatting long & long tym..
After 2 months she accept her feelings for me & I too hv feelings for her….
I just like her & just bcz I m vry flirty she also like me…
Bt usne kaha ki use ni lgta ki Ye pyar Wali feeling h bt fir v mene use propose Kiya or uska ans poocha usne muje mana ni Kiya or boli kl ans dungi bt usne muje raat ko hi yes bol diya or that day 20 sep we both were in a relationship…
Hum 1 dusre se bhut pyar krte the & she really loves me bt I only like her bt she is very important for me…
Bt she had many frndz on fb so she always Bzy & main kmina fb pe chat off Krke online rhta tha or sirf us se hi baatein krta tha bt uska reply late aata tha so main pareshan Ho jata tha bcz kisi ka wait krne Wali jo feeling h bhut bekar hoti h so isi baat pe humara jhgda v hota tha bhut baar bt hamesha wo muje mana leti thi bcz main use rota ni dekh skta tha to bs jese hi wo rona start hoti thi to Maan jata tha Vese v uski awaz sunkr hi Mera gussa gayab ho jata tha humare bich bhut fight hui or main main bhut gussa tha to wo meri hr baat maan v leti thi usne apne frndz se baat krna km kr diya or muje jyada tym dene lag gyi…
Usne meri hr baat maani bcz wo ni chahti thi ki main us se dur ho jau so ese hi humara roj jhgda hota or muje manati & finally 1 month 8 days baad shayad wo v mujse pareshan Ho gyi or usne mujse brkup kr Liya on 28 Oct the worst day of my lyf & usne mujse brkup ka rezn btaya jo ki jhoot tha bt fir v muje us se nafrat ni hui…
& Aaj v main us se pyar to Hu or kbhi kbhi humari baat v hoti h bt wo kahti h she don’t love me bt fir v abhi 2 weeks phle usne muje fir se Bola ki she loves me…
10 months mene use manaya fir finally wo Maan gyi or hum fir se relationship mein aa gye bt after 1 week she again brkup with me just bcz of my anger & she said she didn’t love or main fir se akela ho gya…. Bt fir v Pta ni q muje lgta h ki wo mujse pyar krti h bt Esa h ni bcz usne muje itna rulaya h jitna kisi NE ni Kiya uski baaton NE muje itna hurt ki that I m abt to die main bs jee rha Hu to usi ke liye or muje apne pyar pe bharosa h ki 1 din main apne gusse pe control kr lunga Or uske layak bn jaunga tb wo aa jayegi Mere Pass just bcz muje v us se jyada pyar kisi NE ni Kiya…
Main bura Hu bhut bura bt usne Mere heart ko feelings di or 50% to muje sharif bna diya or baki main khud koshish krta Hu acha bn ne ki bt Sach to ye h uske Bina main kuch v ni kr skta bhale hi wo pyar kre Ya na kre bt main uske sath rhna chahta hu uska khayal rkhna chahta hu…
Chahta hu ki use lyf mein Koi problem na Ho or itna to khud pe bharosa h ki main use bhut khush rkhunga…
Bs dua mein yaad rkhna…
& trust me guyzz I truly love her..
Wo to ni smjhti is baat ko uske liye mujse jyada uske frndz important h bt Ye to aap v jante Ho ki bf Ya gf ko thodi spcl treatment milni chahiye bt wo ni smjhti…
Or muje wo chahiye to poori hi chahiye main uska frnd bn kr to ni rh skta….
Muje Bhagwan pe trust ni tha bt jbse wo 6od ke gyi h roz Bhagwan ki Pooja krta Hu or dua mein use mangta hu….
Bs 1 baar meri study complete ho jaye uske baad main uske pass chala jaunga or I think main use mana lunga….
Bs yhi story h yr…..
Thodi ajib h bt true h
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