2010 me mere bhai Ki shadi thi sabhi ristedar aye hue the.. Unme se ek ladki ko main janta tha q Ke use chote me dekha tha wo bhi choti thi aur main bhi.. magar aj wo jawan h aur main bhi.. . Ab usse bat karne me sharm aa rhi thi aur use bhi… Kisi tarha maine usse bat kiya ek pic lene Ke chalte usne bhi pic lene se mana nhi kiya…. jab main uske karib tha meri dhadhkane tej chal rhi thi aur kahi na kahi uski bhi. .. Wo bhi sharma rhi thi aur main bhi wo kuch kahna chahti thi aur main bhi par hum kuch kal nhi paye.. par itna pata zaroor chala jo uske karib rah kar jo sukun mujhe Mil rha tha aisa aj tak nhi mila… Shayad mujhe usse pyar ho gya tha… Kisi na kisi bahane use dekhna bat karne Ki kosis karna aur wo bhi najre chura kar mujhe dekhti thi.. Waqt beet gye bhaiya Ki shadi ho gyi aur sabhi ristedar chale gye. .. Jab wo gyi aisa laga jaise koi meri jaan le kar ja rha h.. Bahot dard hua dil me.. Uske jane Ke bad uski bahot yad ati thi aur khud ko kosta tha Ke thk se bat bhi nhi kiya aur na hi phn no. Liya… Achanak ek din sister ne kaha bhai farheen ka phn aya main to sockd ho gya ye sun kar…. usne kaha usne apka no. Liya h mujhe.. . Ohhh my God bta nhi sakta kitni khushi hui ye sun kar… Maine Sis se pucha tumhare pas uska no. H to usne Han kaha maine no. Le liya…. Ab no. To le liya bt bat karne Ki himmat nhi hui mujhme sochta rha kaise karu kya bolu kya puchun…
Fir main dosto Ke sath ghumne chala gya jab rum par aya to Sis ne kaha farheen ka phn aya tha ap ko puch rhi thi…. Ye sun kar mano main hawa me udne laga.. Ek din himmat karke maine phn kiya usne uthate hi salam kiya aur mujhe pahchan gyi mano jaise wo mere phn ka wait kar rhi ho…. Phn par hum dono hi nurvs the samajh me hi nhi aa rha tha kya bat karu…. Wo jo bolti mere samajh me nhi ata main jo bolta wo nhi samajh pati.. Dono pagalo Ki tarha bate kiye ja rhe the aur hunse ja rhe the… . Us din Ke baad hum har roz bate karne lage ek dusre Ki bate share karne lage.. Msg me bat hone lagi dheere dheere chating karne lage… Ishq ka junoon aisa chadha dono par Ke sari sari raat chating karte the subha ho jati thi bat karte 2…ek din aya usne mujhe propose kiya Us din se meri duniya meri jahan sab kuch badal sa gya tha.. . Main uske pyar me itna andha ho chuka tha Ki uske siwa kisi bhi cheez par consuntrate nhi kar pata tha chalta tha to logo se takda jata tha kabhi gadi Ke samne aa jata tha… Bas har jagha wohi najar ati thi… Logo se ristedaro se dosto se sabhi se bat karna band kar diya tha q Ke main usi me bsy Rahta tha.. sari rat sara din bs usi se chating aur phn kiya karta tha… Aisa lagta tha jaise is duniya me main sirf usi ko janta hun… Dheere dheere samay beetta gya gf-bf me jaisi bate hoti h sab hone lagi aur mere jane ka bhi Waqt aa gya tha…
Han main gulf country jane Ke liye try kr rha tha aur wo din aa gya tha mera visa aur ticket aa gya tha… Aur uska exam bhi start hone wala tha.. Usne kaha Acha h ap bhi ja rhe ho aur exam bhi h ap jao man laga kar kaam karo aur main man laga kar padhungi hum ek maine bat nhi karenge q Ke agar ap se bat karte rhe to padh nhi paungi.. … Mere liye ye bahot mushkil h aur ap Ke liye bhi…. Par aisa karna padega plzzzz.. .. Maine OK kaha… . Usne kaha 1st march se 31st march tak hum bat nhi karenge ye mnth exam ka h… Fir next mnth se aise hi bat karenge jaise karte h…. Ye mere liye muskil tha par uske exam Ki waah se chup tha. .. Main Kuwait chala gya usi rat airport par khoob bate Ki bat karte karte flight me kab inter kar gya pata hi nhi chala jab air hostage ne kaha plz switch off ur phn tab main hosh me aya…. Waha pahuch kar maine phn kiya…. Fir shart Ke mutabik bat band kar di.. . Aur gin gin Ke din katne laga… Kaise maine pura mahina kata main hi janta hun. … Aur wo din ane wala tha jiska mujhe beshabri se intejar tha.. 31st march ko 12bje Ke bad maine uske no. Par msg kiya…. Aur subha ka intejar karne laga is intejar me sari raat jaga rha. .. Aur subha naha dho kar maine use phn lagaya to usne pick nhi kiya… laga sayad bsy hogi isi tarha phn par phn karta rha usne pick nhi kiya last me switch off kar liya. .. Sara din phn off rha agle din bhi kiya to usne pick nhi kiya aur phn off kr diya. … Aisa laga kisi ne mujhe itna door chhod diya h jaha se mujhe koi apna dikhai nhi De rha tha…. Maine apne dosto ko ye bat btai to wo bhi hairan the aisa kaise ho gya… kaise din gin gin Ke kal rha tha Achanak ye kaise. .. . Ye sab soch kar maine suiside karne Ki kosis Ki to dosto ne bacha liya.. .. Aj tak pata nhi chala usne aisa q kiya maine use mail kiya sab kuch pucha bahot lambi mail thi… aur uska jawab tha bhool jao mujhe agar papa ko pata chal gya to wo mujhe mar denge… Ye thi meri sachi kahani……
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