Mohabbat me kurbani… – ISH

Hi frnds. my name ISH. mai Delhi m rahta hu. mai apne life k kuch haseen pl share krna chahta hoo.
College k cntn k bahr mai round tble p baith k coffe pee rha tha tbhi meri nzar k pyari si ldki p pdi jo apne kuch frnds k sath baate aur hasi mzak kr rhi thi.. mai bar bar use hi dekhta tha kyuki jb wo muskurati thi to bht hi achi dikhti thi.. mai use dekh rha tha ye use smjh aa gya. ab wo jb bhi hasti thi mujhe dekhti aur mai us wqt use dekhte hue wo dekhti to wo haste haste ekdm se chupp ho jati pta nhi kyu.. shyd use mera dekhna acha nhi lgta ho.. to mai waha se chala gya..
Do din bad mai usi jgah p dubara baith k coffe pee rha tha achanak wo mere samne aake baith gyi ..mai ksmm se ekdmm se ghbra gya lga ki us din ka kuch sunaygi. pr usne kuch bhi nhi bola wo mobile pe busy thi .. aur kya btaye jb pas itni kubsurat pari baithi ho to mai shrma rha tha . nazre bhi nhi mila paa rha tha jb wo durr thi tb to bda dekh rha tha…
Utne me uske kafi frnd aa gye .. aur ek ne bhai aap us table pe chale jynge …maine kaha “”ok””..
utne me dusre ne kaha “”Abe jaldi kr aur jldi nikal”” mera mood ekdm khrab ho gya maine gusse me kaha “”mai kahi nhi ja rha . agr aap logo ko problm h to aap jyye.””
pta nhi uska ek frnd kaafi kamina type ka tha usne jhtt se mera colr pkad liya . mai kon sa chup rhta maine bhi uske colr pkad lya.
aur wo ye sb dekh k ekdm zor se boli”” Stop guys.. Rehan tu colr chorr”” jb usne choda to maine bhi chod diya “” Sorry guys”” keh kr chala gya wyse sorry sirf maine uski wjah se kaha…
Thodi der bad mai Library me study kr rha tha tbhi wo pass baithi aur dheere se sorry kaha “” its ok.. pr aapko sorry kyu keh rhi hn ..”” usne kaha “” arre wo mere ache frnd hn .. thoda sa wo temprd jaldi ho jata h..pr wo acha ldka h .. lekin aap bhi to reply use diya””.. maine”” Mujhse glat bardasht nhi hota.. aur mai jitta use ya harta ye frq nhi pdta”” wo “” Sahi h.. ohh .. my name is Saba ..and your””
me”” hahaha. you call me ISH .its short form of my name ..””
phr hm dono kaafi baat kye .. . mano hm dono ka mind ek jysa hi ho wo meri taarif kare ruk nhi rhi thi keh rhi.. saba “” sahi kehte hn kisi ko dekh k nhi btaya ja skta ki wo insan kysa h .. aur pta jb aap mujhe ek din ghurr rhe the to mujhe kaafi bura lga .. pr ab lga no . ap ache hn””
me “” arre yr tmhari muskuraht hi itni achi h ki mai kya koi bhi muh nhi mod pyga ..hahaha””
sahi kaha h kisi ne ki First imprsn is the best imprsn..
kaafi din tk hm dono calling .texting. krte rhe.
phr ek din mujhe call kr k kaha ki Aaj meri Ingagemnt h tm aana ..
Me “”ohh . tm tmne btaya kbhi nhi iske bare me””
saba””mammi papa ne rishta lgaya tha.. aur phr mujhse pucha to maine hnn kr di.. kyu tmhe sahi nhi lga””
me”” nahi nahi sahi h. congrats.. mai aunga aur kon kon aa rhe hn””
saba “” koi nhi frnd crcl se srf tm aa rhe ho . mai ghr kisi ko nhi bulati kyuki papa ko fnds ka aana acha nhi lgta. lekin tm to special ho .. “”
mai use kabhi nhi bta paya ki mai usse kitna pyar krta hoon.. pr kisi ldki ka rishta aana Khuda Ki Rehmt mana jata h. aur es wqt mai stable nhi hu ki shadi kr sku … maine khud se secrfies kr lya..
2017 me uski shadi h .. bs itni si thi meri kahani….