Ek aisi mohbbat jishko mai jindgi bhar bhula na paunga.

 

“Tera khyal mere dil
se kabhi ja nahi sakta,
tamam umr mai tumhe,
kabhi bhula nai sakta.”
My intro,
mai ayush, ek graduation leval ka student hu. Mera junun hai singin, agar dua rahi to mai aap sabke samne jarur dikhunga.
Aaj 29 may 011 se karib 10mahine pahle ki baat h, mai exam se free ho gaya tha , khali tha isliye job ke liye mlm com. Me interveiw ke liye gaya. Waha mera selaction ho gaya, office k kai log the jo mere ham umr the.
But suruati daur se meri adat me hai ki mai jisko gahrai se nahi jan leta hu, meri usse frk baat nahi karta tha,
mai office jata aur bina kisi se jyada bat kiye apna work khtm kar ghar chala ata tha,
kam dino me hi office me kafi acchi image ho gai thi sabhi muzhe manne lage the, dhire -2 meri sabse acchi bat hone lagi. Office me hi ek ladki thi jiska naam tha shiva, usme muzhe kuch alag bat dikhi, meri uski bat hone lagi or shiva kafi frank ladki thi kisi se bhi kuch bhi kah dena, kisi se bhi apni prtional batein share kar lena .
Ek din usne pucha ayush kya tumhari koi grfd hai,
maine use bataya- ‘nahi h’, wo mani nahi,
maine kaha, kisi bhi riste ki suruat karo to , to un rishto ko samazhte hua use puri zimmedari k sath nibhana chahiye . Aur pyar ka rista to bahot najuk huta h, maine kaha mai ek student hu, mai janta hu agar muzhe pyar ho bhi gaya to mai usko thik tarah se nahi nibha paunga. Phir maine pucha aap batao kya aap ka koi byfrd h . Usne kaha ‘ha’ maine pucha kaise mila,
use bataya orkut frd hai. Maine kaha ok . But abhi sirious mat hona kyoki cariar must h. Maine samzhaya koi bhi kadam jaldwaji me kabhi mat uthana,
lekin kya batau jo mai is dauran nahi chahta tha , wahi hua, muzhe pata bhi na chala or muzhe shiva se ‘pyar’ ho gaya.
Mai janta tha, wo bhi muzhe pasand karne lagi thi, mai baya nahi kar sakta kis kadar muzhe use mohbbat ho gai thi,
isi dauran office ke kuch ladke bhi notice karne lage, ar fir bato-2 me 2-3 ladko ne muzhe bataya ki shiva sahi ladki nahi hai, kai logo ne uske
charitra par ungli uthai , shiva ko mahsus hua ki office ke logo ne kuch kaha h, kai batein batai, par maine kisi ki na suni , mai pyar me tha.
man hi man ye bhi dar satata tha kahi mai is riste ko jodne ke bad heart ho gaya to mai apne apko sambhal na paunga.
To maine bahut socha aur mere dosto ne bhi kaha pyar karte ho to keh do. Us din mai puri himmat se office gaya. Apne dil ki bat batana chata tha, par mere andar ka zameer gawahi nahi de raha tha, or maine achanak office chod diya. Sabhi log kafi dukhi the, ar shiva bahot rone lagi. Maine sabhi se padhai ka bahana banaya ki mere college start ho gaye muzhe jana hoga . Par meri ‘ankhe’ sab kuch baya kar rahi thi. Office se bahar nikalte hi usne muzhe phöne kiya ,maine use samzhaya college problam h or usne kaha ayash ek baar muzhse pucha to hota ye sun kar meri ankhe bhar ayi.,or usne phöne kat diya. Mere dimag kam nahi kar raha tha or mai ghar ka rasta bhul gaya tha, maine apne dost ko phone kiya , mai bahut pareshan tha. Phir maine siva ko phone kiya,shiva ro hi rahi thi, maine bataya ki shiva mai tumse bahot pyar karne laga tha, or muzhe laga agar ye rista umr bhar na chal saka to mai ji na paunga, usne rote hue muzhse “I love u” kaha. Muzhe bahut sukun mila ,maine usse kaha bhale hi mera ghar office kitni hi dur ho, lekin humara pyar hamesa nasdik rahega.

Lekin kuch dino bad dhire -2 shiva muzhse kam bat karne lagi or mai kafi hud tak is bat ko jhutlaya karta tha ki ho sakta hai ki wo busy ho.
Fir mai office k kuch dosto se mila or shiva k bare me pucha, to unlogo ne bataya ki wo ab kisi or ki ho chuki hai. or ye bhi bataya ki shiva jis ladke se baat karti uska nam vishal h or vishal bhi 1saal pehle office me kam karta tha,muzhe shiva ne bataya tha uske bare me,kahti thi mera accha dost h.
Lekin esa na tha. Office k logo ne bataya wo hamesha use milne aata h, or ghar k pas tk drop krke jata h.
Maine shiva se bat ki, or kahne lagi kewal mera dost h. Lekin mai usse andha pyar karta tha. Or maine man liya. Mai milna chata tha lekin,Kai baar isi tarah k dhoke diye, mai ignor karta raha Or mai bhagwan ke pas gaya or kaha ki muzhe sacchai ka samna karao. Or bhagwan ka prsad mai siva ko dena chata tha, lekin jab mai office pahucha to pata chala shiva office na jakar vishal k sath water park gai thi. Muzhe bahut taqlif hui, kuch der bad maine phone kiya, to shiva ne vishal ko phone de diya, or usne kaha mai siva ka byfrd bol raha hu.
Bas lag sab kuch khatm ho gaya, jabki bato-2 me mai siva se kahta tha, agar koi bat hai to batao,agar wo muzhe bata deti to mai haste huye uski life se chala jata, lekin uske is dhoke ne’ mere andar k vishwash,or pyar ko hamesha k liye khatm kar diya us din k bad maine shiva ko kabi call nahi’ ki .
Mai use or uske dhokhe ko zindgi bhar bhula na paunga.