Mera ek sms frnd h..
kafi dino se h..
ldka h ldki h ya koi tisra…malum nai..
kyuki unki mujhse dosti krne ki shrt ye thi ki m unse kuch puchu
nai..na kabhi avaz sunne ki kosis karu…
mene wada bhi kr diya jo kayam h ab tk….
unki kahani….meri jubani…
2009…eid ke din vo mere ghr aaye the..
mene phli bar unko dekha tha..
m apni nana ke yaha rhkr padhti thi..
Jb vo ghr aye to pta nai mujhe kya hua,
jane kyu vo chehra apna lga..
yu lga ki dekhti hi rhu unki or..
pr hosh nai khoya…
unke liye chay bnayi..
mere mamu ke bete ke sath aaye the..
kuch der bad chle gye..
mgr fir m roz unko apne ghr ki gli me dekha krti..
vo meri hi trf dekhte h ye m jan gyi..
fir khyal aaya ki thoda sta to lu…
mene kafi der lagai ha khne me…
vo mujhe yu ghumte chor nzro se takte to mujhe accha lgta..
m unke jane ke bad khud se hi khti ki ya allaah..abhi mudkr vapas aa jaye..
kbhi allah sune lete..
Kbhi ansuna kr dete..
fir hm roz milne lge..vo mere liye pyar se bdhkr the..vo dost the..
kyuki pyar ke pair hote h,vo chla jata h..ek din..
Pr dosti jati nai..
Mujhe khub hnsate,mere dil ki hr bat puchte,hr bat jante the.
m unke sath hoti to kai bar hd ,,,behad ho jati…
mgr koi shikayat nai ek dusre se..
2011..nana ji ka intkal ho gya..
mgr kbr meri muhbbt ki khodi gayi..
mujhe ammi apne sath le aayi..
ab unke ganv se mera ganv 20 k.m. Ho gya.
roz milna mumkin nai tha..
mene tslli rkhi fir bhi…
vo or m fon pr bat kr lete h..
Ye duriya chubhne lgi …
m hr wqt unke bare me sochti..
bechen rhti…
or jitna bechen rhti utna hi unhe m yad krti..or fon kr deti..
mgr unhone mere fon uthane bnd kr diye..
bahut km uthate h..
do teen din se thodi si bat hoti h..
usme bhi vo slike se bat nai krte..
koi na koi ilzam mujhpe lgakr fon rkh dete h..fir bnd kr dete..
mujhe galiya dete h..
buri batate h..
Khte h ki muhbbt krni aati hi nai..
aati to door na jati..
shiv..kya door hone se koi dil se utr jata h…bolo..
agr ha….to mere dil se vo utre kyu nai…
agr na ….to m kese utr gai unke dil se..
Pichle dino m nana ji ke ganv ke ganv gayi thi..
apne mamu ke bete se kaha ki zra unse milvade.(use pta h)…
to vo milvane laya mamu ke ghr..
mgr ab vo meri trf dekh hi nai rhe the…
jo nzr kabhi bar bar meri trf dekhti thi,vo hi nzr ab ghdi ki suiya
dekh rhi thi..
mujhe bahut bura lga..
mene pucha unse..ki itni berukhi kyu..???meri glti to batayiye..
vo bato ko talne lge..
mere ansu unko ab sacche nai lg rhe the..
phle jb nani ke intkal ke wqt m roti to dur se ishara krte…hath
jodte …or dbe dbe hoto se khte ki tu rona nai..??
Sb ki mozudgi me bhi vo mujhe tassliya de dete..or mere ansu forn thm jate..
pr ab to mera damn bhi bhig jaye ansuo se to unko parvah hi nai..
mene hazar minnte ki ..
mgr unki berukhi mita na pai..
khne ko to bat krte h mgr bat ke bahane bolte h sirf..
kuch galiya,koi hukum..ya kuch tane…
or kuch nai…
m ek silai center me kpde siine ka kam bhi krti hu..
subah se sham ho jati h vaha..rat ko thoda sa wqt milta h..to sochti
hu ki unse bat krlu..??
mgr do sun ke chup ho jati hu…or khush ho jati hu..
Bahut h ..ye bat to krte h..
Is akele pn ne ye sochne pr mjbuur kr diya h ki ab vhm h ya muhbbt..
unke dil me aakhir ab h kya…??
vo kabhi btate nai..or m kabhi puchti nai…
jb bhi apni muhbbt ko yad krne ka mn hota h..to apni hi muhbbt ko fon
kr deti hu….
Muhbbt rula deti h or muhbbt ki yad chup kra deti h…
Bs yehi jindgi h meri…
mgr khwahise bahut thi is jindgi se…
na jindgi dusri milegi na muhbbt dusri hogi…
raply krna shiv….nausheen…
mene rply ki…
The lovers point.com…
yaha mil jati h muhbbt..
mujhe mili h…
nisha..